I've begun to realize that one mood cannot define your life. You are a mixture of all your ups and downs. The downs suck. Obviously, as one could tell from my last "depressoid" post. I love reading over what I wrote in the past because at the time it felt so good to just write what I felt. I wrote stuff on the internet that I could not tell a human being face to face. Then again, that was at a time where I thought that I didn't have anyone that was willing to listen to my troubles. But, now I've learned that my friends are troubled too and love to talk about the shit that happens.
So far this year I've learned 10 epic things about my life and the people in it:
1) My mom is totally cool when it comes to dating and she wont make me come home at 10 pm on a Saturday night.
2) My dad knows that I hate him. He wants to change? Naa he likes being an asshole.
3) My parents are not all-knowing beings, it took me 16 years to discover this? Yes.
4) My friends are cool when it comes to venting for hours and staying up all night.
5) Never babysit a kid with a foot-fetish.
6) Being a nerd and a total loser doesn't mean that guys wont talk to you ;)
7) If I'm not making people happy, I feel like crap. Therefore, I know why I want to be a therapist.
8) I don't think I want to write professionally anymore.
9) I can't imagine doing anything in the future that requires effort.
10) I'm incredibly annoying.
