The Beatles - "All You Need is Love"

Last night: Friend time!

I had so much fun with all my high school friends last night: Alyssa, Maddy, Adam, Jenny, Sam, Rachel, Dino and Alyssa's boyfriend Nevin. We went out for dinner at Turtle Jacks and discussed many inappropriate topics in front of the waitress... then went to see I am Number Four. It was one of those movies that is just so terrible, but you're with good people so you make the best of it by laughing at cheesy lines and making many dumb jokes.

I feel so lucky that I have so many great people in my life. They make dark days seem distant (hurray for cheesy lines!)

That girl.

I told myself that I want to be alone. I don't want to become that girl that goes from relationship to relationship because she can't love herself without someone else loving her. I've been alone before, but I didn't love myself. I've been a relationship, but I relied on him to love me. And now I'm alone again, but this time things will be different.

Sufjan Stevens - "Casimir Pulaski Day"

Chris Brown - "Forever"

This song always reminds me of the Office episode where Jim and Pam get married. Smiles!

I can watch a sunset on my own.

People clash and collide so often, some are just not meant to stick together. I guess what I'm saying is that I could never hate someone that didn't want to stick. I completely understand why they might not want to.

"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it." - American History X

Adele - "First love"

Lies I tell myself.

"We were like strangers who knew each other very well." - Big Fish (2003)

Sometimes when you miss someone so much it hurts, the only thing you can do is to let them move on and leave them be. Even if you think about them everyday, that is your own pain to bear. Calling them up just to tell them about it wont change anything, it'll just hurt more when it turns out that they don't care.

The Supremes - "You Can't Hurry Love"